Friday, November 28, 2008

My Life Sparkles

I think I had one of the best Thanksgivings since being home in Ohio with my family. I've been so blessed with amazing friends and God continues to bless me with more and more. He does answer prayers and I couldn't be more grateful. I would honestly say for the first time in a year and a half, I am genuinely happy. I've grown up a lot in this time, but it's been necessary to get to where I am now.

It seems like I have a lot more to write when things are tough or I am unhappy with something, but really it's fantastic. I like feeling at home at work (the people there are amazing) and I am very lucky to look forward to every day at work. I feel bad for people who dread every day, I can't image what that's like. Don't get me wrong, I have challenges at work, but I have wonderful people around me who help me and I learn from it all.

And I am SO excited for Christmas. I am excited for spending this amazing holiday with great friends and my family when I return home (Dec. 18). It seems like everyday in this month SPARKLES! Ha :-)

Friday, November 7, 2008

Song of the Moment

God's Will

"I call to God Most High, to God who fulfills His purpose for me." Psalm 57:2
It's so amazing to think God has a plan, he has a will JUST for me. I have a purpose that is beyond my understanding and I can make a real IMPACT on this world. How can I do that? What is my will?

At Rhythm last night, we talked about God's will. We always hear, "He has a plan...it's his will." But what does that mean? How do we know it's God's will and not just our own interpretation of it?

That's something that's really tugged at my heart for a long time. I know that the places I've been, people I've met, and circumstances in my life have all happened to help shape me so I can better bring glory to His kingdom.

But...when do I know it's HIS will?

Lately I've felt a little...unmotivated. Things have been going pretty well. Not AMAZING, but pretty darn good. I've been really praying that God stirs my spirit. It's really hard to stay on fire for Christ when you are just going through the motions, and that's how I've felt lately. It sounds very negative, don't get me wrong, I've felt excited about my life! I just haven't had that AH-HA moment in awhile that really motivates me.

But He's a God who delivers, and I'm excited to learn his plan for me. For now, I'll keep praying, and doing my best to stay on fire!
Best to you!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

It's been awhile

I had a blog awhile ago, but it left me with a bad taste in my mouth. I want this blog to be joyful, even in times of stress and anxiety. Life is amazing! I have been blessed with my DREAM job (it's what I've always hoped for!) and I have some amazing friends, and a church where I feel at home.

Other than that, I am a 22-year-old girl who is still is trying to figure out my place in this world. I feel like college was too much of a distraction to really answer those questions. So, the purpose of this blog is to describe this exciting, scary but amazing journey as I figure out this crazy life, with my handy-dandy guide-my Bible.

I'm a little opinionated, and definately not always right. But I'm excited.